Progress.

I started school today, finally =D. All this time of doing nothing [well, not entirely nothing lol] and going nowhere, I finally feel like i'm getting something done. Just 3 online classes and math at the school on Fridays; not bad at all =] now comes the test of balance, endurance, and the biggest enemy of all; procrastination. Nah, I got this. Destined for greatness, didn't you know?

Side note I may be shooting my first wedding soon =] [well, first wedding where I'm actually the designated photographer]

Dark Days.

I've come to the conclusion that I'm a predominantly dark person with brighter days, versus being a happy person with darker days. I'm completely content with it though. It's my character; I wouldn't be the Terence you knew today if it were any different, so I really hate when people try to cheer me up or be peppy around me when it isn't needed at all. Of course, there are times where I'm in a downed mood, and a movement to cheer me up isn't futile lol like if I'm just having a bad day, or lost something or someone. But as far as my default mood or mindset; unmoved. I don't consider this to be a bad thing because I get the most out of it. Everything is chill and I'm reflective, on everything and everyone. Yeah, sometimes I slip too far into myself and hit something of a great depression but eh, happens to the best of us. Regardless of how my mood is, my bad days are almost always good days, and my good days are great days. I have to really be going through it to have a bad day for no reason.