Nuke.

I need to rebuild myself from the ground up. This body, my mind in it's current state is almost all out of patience, sanity, and rationality, and I need every last bit that I have left to fix that. Cut exposure to certain people, certain things, expose myself to certain things and people. A change of environment. Still the same goal, maybe at the worst a branch or variation of the goal; SOMETHING relative to the original goal. The big picture will never completely change. Just a different path. This path is wearing. Paths can be wearing...but too much too soon, is what this is. This is a path of mental destruction. People? People will get over it. People who know me will understand, learn, adapt, and love, regardless.